Ok another update really fast. I would like to say that its not really the Stupid "People" ... its the stupid in them not the person really. Well thats my blog for today ciao.

God I hate stupid people ughhhhhhhhh I"m sooo sick of it!! I have heard things the past two sundays or well I know this past sunday that was flat out wrong and stupid and I was not listening closely but if I heard what I think I heard then that is plain stupid too ok on to another stupid topic...... this is part of a post .. that was posted on a posters site that I know... and I have my comment about the subject matter after this .....

Those of you who regularly read my posts know that my mother is in her final days.  The family has agreed with her that it is ok for her to go.  She is in pain and her quality of life is just unacceptable to her and would be to me if I were in her place.  She keeps asking for enough painkiller to just put her out for good.  I have explained that it would be illegal and thus impossible for the doctors and nurses to give her a lethal dose.  She is just ready to go now that she has made up her mind.This predicament has caused me to rethink my previously held view on euthanasia.Euthanasia is the act of helping another human to die with their consent.The Bible does command us not to kill.  But certainly that doesn't apply in all situations.  You have to look no further than Mosiac tradition to see that animal sacrifice to God was common.  People who were given God's commandment to not kill saw no wrong in killing -what we must presume was- an unwilling and helpless animal.Further, God's people didn't seem to be prone to draw back from slaying multitudes of men, women, and children when they were so ordered.  Neither did God seem to show remorse for those so slain.

Well I say call it what you will. If a person is only "alive" because of all the machines and junk that is making them breathe .... is feeding them...... is making there heart beat..... they are dead your just holding there spirit hostage by not letting them go. I have some very deep insight on things like this but I will not share them. If a person is in pain and on those machines like that then. Let them die in peace and be gone on to whatever awaits them!! And if they are like that and would suffer a slow diffenient death then I think it would be an act of grace to speed it up so they dont suffer for long periods of time. Does anyone think it better to let a Deer bleed to death slowly or to shoot it in the heart and let it suffer the least amount of pain possible. The only people that should be able to really give there opinion on this is the people that are suffering. and that is the one dieing .. not the people that will be left here to mourn....... if you cant tell I am in a say it bluntly mood.. and also another stupid fact... yea the "True... real words of God" command "DO NOT MURDER" like duhhhhhh get a bible that is not sooo stupified I"m sick of it!!!! and there is so many that are blind sheep.... not long ago my church had a wenesday night class on the story of God the story of us....... and some of what was said though I dont remember all the semi important details was this... the King ... I think Solomon  during his riegn they found the commandments that were handed down and the true correct way we are supposed to be living our live. and it was found that what they thought was rightious and the way the were supposed to be serving and living was REALLY OFF!!!!!  they thought they was doing the right thing but in reality they were soooo off it was not funny so after hard work they came back into Gods GRACE by living breathing and giving there all to how God said to be to live so that they would have the new life in them one day ... ok thats my blog for the week. I hope its not to much for you people to handle. adn if you are offended by what I have to say well I"m just at a point now that I"m not going to give you the kiss butt version that most people do. I am gonna tell you the way it is period ciao

I was tagged!! To write a blog about 6 weird/habits/things about myself as well as state these rules clearly. In the end you need to chose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Dont forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged and tell them to read your blog.

1. must have things equal.. if I put one hand in a cooler of ice I must put the other hand in the same amount of time.

2. I take very long showers.

3. I dont like anyone/anything to touch my back if my shirt is off.

4. If I get a bevarage I want a 1/2 diet 1/2 regular coke and 5 cherries. If I dont get my cherries they dont get a tip. and there better be 5

5. I dont like ice in my drink if its water.

6. I'm happy with a simple complex life

Well last night was and turned even more

into one of the greatest wonderful nights

in so long. We had home group.. there was

three of us with guitars in hand plus a jembe

or something spelled like that.. it was a drum

lol ...we had so many people about 5 had to

sit in the dining room while the other 8 or 9 of us

were in the living room. It was so awesome.

 Also to mention I had a great time spending time

 with a great friend. Not that the other peoples

there are not but I have not gotten to talk to them

to much. And it was really nice to have the pleasure

 of doing so. I dont know what everyone else thought

of my fingerpicking on the guitar but I loved it.

 I really want to work hard on my playing and

get to were it is first nature to play great. I want to

have my essense to be in tune with the waves

of the great times still yet to come and that

have came,,, gone and are distant memories.

You can take a lookie at me and the group..

You cant really see me to good.. there is a pic

 of me from across the room. A pic of my butt

and a pic of my arm and the neck of my guitar lol.

http://spaces.msn.com/avalonguitar/photos/?_c02_owner=1

Ok well I did find my wallet yay for me.. and

 it didnt get washed with my clothes. Ok well

I started working for a new company. It is alot

 closer work to home than I have been doing.

 I dont think people at my church understand

how tired I have and had been and still am. I was

 driving round trip about 2 hours a day plus working.

 That takes alot of energy out of a person. Dont you

know how much easier it would be for me to not go

 to church or home group. It is hard ... has been hard

to get up for church and to drive home take a shower

 and then drive to church and back home. Some people

 are not to friendly and others just pass people off as

different. Well I/others are different duh we are not

 clones of you or anyone else. We/I think my/their own

way. Not your thoughts but my/their own. So before

you give someone a weird look think about how it

makes them feel first!! Caio